http://thepenandthepoet.tumblr.com

reading through these old blogs today.
i was so lost. so depressed.
only by the grace of God am i still here, alive and looking forward to the future.
God has big plans for me. some that are already taking fruit.
who knew, from the suicidal teenager i was...

http://hannahsayshello.tumblr.com

i'm so tired of trying.

my struggle right now isn't of belief.
i believe in God. i do.
but i'm having the hardest time putting some faith in him.
every person i've put my faith in has failed me.
and it's hard to believe that if i do it again i won't be failed again.

"i'm crooked and miguided and tired of being tired"

i am an incredibly blessed person, in every single aspect of my life.

God is good, all the time.

I need a healthy dose of perspective.

i'm happier when i am self-destructive.