sometimes my chest aches so much that it's almost hard to breathe.


i can't stop listening to 'there is hope' and 'the hug poem' by bradley hathaway.


sometimes i feel i'll never figure it out.

"there's just hurt in my soul that needs to be purged"

i wish i could sing like hayley williams.
dang, she's so freaking amazing. i love the acoustic paramore stuff, because she sings like she'd sing in the normal version of the songs..
[/fangirl]

anyway.
i made an underoath cover.
enjoy, i hope i don't break your glass.

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don't forget me.

forget me and throw me away.
i seem to fall short once again.
set me free from this mess i call 'me'.

building up sorrows and failures..
will i ever get this right?

there's got to be more to life than this..
than this.. emptiness.
but everywhere i look just holds more gasping chasms.

help me hold on for one more night.
please, please, please.
i can't do this on my own.

song for 2010:
"Months and Years" by Abandon Kansas