i'm going to go eat lunch, take a shower, and clean my room.

and try to convince myself that everythings not as bad as i make it out to be.

some days ARE good days, believe it or ot.
i like days like this.

and also, The Rocket Summer's new album, which is now streaming on his myspace, is FANTASTIC.

the end.

love this song.
love this cover.

i might do a cover of it. but i don't want to butcher it too much.

i have no reason to be so miserable.

i am the worst of all things here
my crooked, black, and lying heart still spits its bitter fear
and each and every sparrow
they flutter to the ground before they die
so please God, don't forget me

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now i wonder, where's your thunder?

lifelifelife.
it's so crazy sometimes. so busy. so insane.

some days it's hard to breathe.
some days it's not.

i'm done with school in less than two months.
i graduate in less than three and a half.
it's strange, this thing called "growing up".

i've been thinking a lot lately, about life and death and God and everything. i often wish my thoughts made enough sense to write down so i could actually learn something from them. but it doesn't work like that most of the time. they just float around and eventually disappear without a trace. it's slightly frustrating. because i want to learn, i want to grow, i want to become someone new.

i want to follow to the best of my ability. and find out what everything really means.

but sometimes i'm just a girl. interupted.