now i wonder, where's your thunder?

lifelifelife.
it's so crazy sometimes. so busy. so insane.

some days it's hard to breathe.
some days it's not.

i'm done with school in less than two months.
i graduate in less than three and a half.
it's strange, this thing called "growing up".

i've been thinking a lot lately, about life and death and God and everything. i often wish my thoughts made enough sense to write down so i could actually learn something from them. but it doesn't work like that most of the time. they just float around and eventually disappear without a trace. it's slightly frustrating. because i want to learn, i want to grow, i want to become someone new.

i want to follow to the best of my ability. and find out what everything really means.

but sometimes i'm just a girl. interupted.