emergency / pressure - paramore

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i don't feel like posting lyrics. just the videos. both good videos. i love paramore.

anyway.

happy Easter!
but it really hasn't seem much like easter. normally we go up to my grandma's house and do this big dinner and egg hunt and such.. but since my grandma is pretty much dead (like, they're expecting her to go within the next few days - she's been unconcious since friday night) we didn't do anything. just stayed home and had a normal dinner... nathan&stefanie and heidi&tim came over.. but other than that, and a special resurrection sermon in church this morning, it was a fairly normal sunday. i played on worship team this morning... it was weird, 'cause i thought i messed up several times, but a bunch of people came up to me and said good job.. including my dad and he was about to cry. it was strange.


i love this holiday. i really do. easter is my favorite holiday. it's the essence of my faith - of who i am. it still blows me away whenever i think (qhich is quite often) that there's Someone who loves me so much to die for me.. Someone who can conquer sin and death.

I love Jesus. more than anything.

my mom was gone this past week - up with my grandma. and she came home today for church and lunch - and now she's back up with my grandma. staying up there the whole week again. it's been strange.. i mean, i'll admit, it's been nice not fighting with her all the time.. because we can't fight when we don't see each other... but it's been strange...



my heart hurts tonight.