"It does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live." - Dumbledore

I was watching Harry Potter yesterday, and when he said that.. it somewhat hit me hard.
I think that's what I've been doing lately. I keep on dreaming of who I want to be, who I should be, instead of working towards making myself like that. I keep on dreaming of what I want my relationships with others too look like, what I want my life too look like, what I want to look like, etc. But that's all I've been doing - dreaming. I haven't been changing anything. All I've been doing is dreaming about changing it. And I'm afraid.. because I know that's it's affected several relationships.. and screwed them up.. and.. *sigh*
Don't get me wrong - dreams are great. But not when you just dream them. You have to do something, you have to work to make those dreams come true.
Along with my tendancy to dream too much, as of late, I've had a tendancy to get jealous really easily. Like, my friend was telling me about some stuff she's been doing lately, not to make me feel bad or anything, just to vent out her excitement, and I got really jealous.
And I feel really bad for being jealous.

So.. yeah. I seriously need to change some things.

"no excuses. the time for change is here and now." - Wavorly