Sunday, May 4, 2008

LCM - Children 18:3

You've got to run
You've got to go to the police
It's ok, you'll be fine
I think this is what's best for you
It's gonna turn out right
I've got to go
I've got to figure this out
You're really not at fault
You should go and clear your name
And work it out

Last chance Marie
You want to run? It'll be ok
Last chance Marie
I've got to run but you can give up now

So who are you?
Do you know what you want?
What does all this mean?
I know you have a yesterday but tomorrow is unseen
You have a choice
Do you know what you want?
When nothing else is clear
To go on now is optional
And home is near

Last chance Marie
Calm down, it'll be ok
Last chance Marie
I've got to run but you can give up now

They're coming, they're coming
You know you can't run with the death squad shooting
They're coming, they're coming
The pit bulls smiling and the squad cars screaming

Last chance Marie
You want to run? It'll be ok
Last chance Marie
I've got to run but you can give up now

To be free

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i think i've said this before.. but i'll say it again. i love listening to people talk. i really do. most of the times i really don't have anything worthwhile to put into a conversation (that's why i'm generally quiet in real life [and in internet life]).. but i really enjoy listening to other people's conversations. it's always interesting to hear what people talk about.. hah. like, on the bus sometimes, i pretend to listen to my mp3 player, but i'm secretly evesdropping. (is that bad? hah)

i've been on an emotional roller-coaster ride lately. not quite sure why. but.. like, really. i have been. my moods have been changing in the snap of fingers. it's strange. i feel bad for the people who have to deal with me. (although.. generally, i stay by myself in my room or i'm up here on the computer. =p)

i went on a walk with my dogs tonight, down in the canyon. oh, it brought back so many memories of when i was little.. playing with my friends down there. oh, the adventures we had. those were good times. anyway. i like taking walks. the air helps me clear my head. all too often i stay inside for too long. makes me emo. hah. i like the canyon though.. i wish i was a good photographer so i could capture all of it's beauty and show it too you. (but since i can't, you'll just have to come out and visit me and go hiking with me in it. XD)

my tooth hurts. =[
good thing i'm going to the dentist tomorrow.. even though i don't like the dentist. foreign objects and strange fingers going into my mouth = not my idea of fun.

i'm drinking tea right now. it's pretty darn tasty. i love tea. i think i even love it more than coffee. but either one.. they have to be almost excessivly sweetened. hah. i have too much of a sweet tooth. it's bad.

i love my church. i really do. and this is the first time that i can ever say i've loved a church. and i'm just hoping that it doesn't hurt me like all of the past churches have. and although my church is small... and the youth group is now only me and one other girl.. and we're moving out of our building.. and all these other things.. i still love it. i'm not really sure why.. hm.

anyway. i think i'm done for the night.
sorry for my spasitcism (is that even a word..? =p)

1 comments:

Christi said...

I enjoy listening to people talk as well.
Like when I was at the Alfonso's for my birthday and Caleb was there, most of the time I just listened to them talk because I didn't really have anything interesting to say. Haha.

Walks are always good. I wish I lived in a neighborhood that was good for walking...but my neighborhood is too crowded to have a really nice walk. Although there is this trail down by one of the lakes in my neighborhood that's nice...maybe I should take a walk down there soon.

I need to go to the dentist. I have one more baby tooth...it's been loose for like, a year and a half...but it won't come out because it's stuck in between my retainer and the tooth that's already come up under it. Gross.

Tea is definitely amazing. Whenever I'm sick my mom always makes me a nice hot cup of lemon tea. mmmm.

I love my church too
We're a really small church...only about 150 members...but I like it like that because then we're just like one big happy family :)

And there's nothing wrong with being spastic :D