Thursday, August 21, 2008

i wanna run away, i wanna ditch my life...

'cause all my mistakes keep me awake at night...

i heart rk.

currently learning 'be my escape' on guitar. and it's not too hard..

*sigh*

i'm feeling quite lame tonight.
i want so badly to get away from here.
i feel like i'm so ready to get out of here.. even though i'm most likely not, considering i'm only 15.
but my life just isn't what i want it to be now. i'm not who i want to be.. and i feel like the environment that i'm in is supressing who i want to be.
which i could be completely wrong about. but i dunno.

i can't wait to get away from here.
only two years, two months, and 14 days until i turn eighteen.
it couldn't come sooner.

2 comments:

lindsay said...

i kinda know what you mean...
my mom keeps telling me to stop wishing i was older and somewhere else and just make the best of what i have right now..i'm getting tired of hearing it but she's probably right ha...
*hug*

uncannytraveler said...

Hey! don't be sorry. It's cool to leave random comments. My blog is hardly noticed, so it's nice that you noticed :) I read some of your blog, and I like it. It's cool, I can relate to you. You're fifteen too. which is cool! ummmmmmmmmmmim rambling. but anyway, great blog! Thank you!