if I only had the heart

this week was good. I was actually mostly happy for no reason. and i liked that.
but it seems that most everybody i talked to had a crappy week. and i hate that.
i've said it before, and i'll say it again.. it seriously seems like everytime i'm really happy everybody else is really crappy. i hate it. what is it about me? seriously.
*sigh*

so i've tried sorta getting more into real life and less into internet life.. because i've been told that it makes you less lonely. but it really doesn't. i feel the same either way. which is lame.

i need a job. blah.

"and if i weren't so young, stupid, and restless..."

i took these today and i'm quite proud of them.


and i really don't have much else to say.
sorry.