recall - brave saint saturn

It was all about acceleration
All for notoriety
All about the destination
Driven by my own abilities
Rocket shuttered screamed and then fell away
Lift this juggernaut into the sky
Radio waves in the frozen night
Spelling "I miss you"

Like a flicker of light
In the back of my mind
And it all comes back to me
Like an overdue sunrise
It all comes back to me

There's nothing like complete exhaustion
The atrophy of complete defeat
The feeling of the world upon my shoulders
And realizing I am incomplete
Well there's a lot of freedom in failure
Of recklessness of weightless abandonment
I remember light coming through stained glass
And it reminds me

I remember Your love
Being better than life
When it all comes back to me
I will sing in the shadows
When it all comes back
When it all comes back
When it all comes back
To me

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today, i was reading a blog that i read, and one of her most recent posts was about her "must-haves". it inspired me, and i'm going to post mine.

people who i trust and who trust me - you know, the ones you can talk to about anything and who love you for who you are (and who you will become). they're very few and far in between.. but when i find them, they are priceless to me.

pop-punk - it's cookie-cutter and cliche, all-together too happy.. but i love it. it's like cookie dough for the soul. it's the only music i can listen to anytime, anywhere. i mean, i like other genres (like country, rap, screamo/hxc) but i have to be in the right mood for them.

the mountains (a constant reminder of God's greatness) - i get sad when i don't look at them for awhile. i love being able to look beyond the street in front of me and see the mountains stretching out beyond the horizen.

the stars - they give me hope. and hope is vital to my existance on this planet.

alone time - when i spend too much time with people, i get really exhausted. physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually. my time alone is very precious to me.. time with just me and God. time to sort out my thoughts.

my guitar - the time when i feel most like myself is when i'm playing that thing. it's the thing that makes me feel most alive. ♥

you - crazy enough to spend time reading this.. my jumbled up and all together confusing (and emo) thoughts. it means a lot to me to know that you care enough about me to read this.

i think that's it. yeah...