Thursday, January 31, 2008

When the Time Comes - The Classic Crime

When the time comes put my feet in the water,
It's not as warm as I expect
Will I go down like a preacher's son,
Or will I come back up like a world war vet?
Will I watch my brothers die,
Or speak true words into their lives?
Will I hold them close and tell them why,
The life they lead was sacrifice.

I don't know much,
But I know about love and how it hurts me to give up
It hurts me to give up

When the time comes put my hands on the table,
They are examined for that they are
A long life line that's been cut short,
By the road, the time, the battle scars
Would I would give to be back home,
Where the sun sets over the water
Someone save me from these preacher's sons,
Save me from their daughters

Still I don't know much,
But I know about love and how it hurts me to give up
It hurts me to give up

Why do we always say we're fine,
When it's obviously we're lying?
Why don't we ever tell the truth,
What do we got to lose?

And I don't know much,
But I know about love and how it hurts me to give up
It hurts me to give up
And I don't know much,
But I know about love and how it hurts me to give up
It hurts me to give up

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I've had a crappy day today. I've really had a crappy week.. 'cept for Monday.

I'm worried about my grandma. Very worried. There's a whole lot of crap going on.... my grandpa isn't taking it very well, the doctors are stupid.. there's no will.. it's just a big mess... but then again, cancer is always a mess.

On top of that, both my parents had the flu, and now I think I'm getting it. Not cool.

I hate my job. With a passion.

I hate retarded school. I hate myself for hating it. I hate getting behind because I think it's stupid and then having to do a heck of a lot of work.

I'm a mess.

Don't get me wrong... this doesn't mean I don't still love Jesus, because I do. With all my heart. But I still have issues.. lots of them..

*sigh*

1 comments:

lindsay said...

*epic hug*

i would say i'm praying for you, if i was praying right now, but i just don't think it really does any good now....i dunno.
being emo again on your blog. sorry.

hope things get better soon