maybe, you're gonna be the one that saves me..

I hate feeling like this... feeling depressed and emo when I don't want to be.
I've figured out how I know if my depression is real, or if I'm just caught up in an emo moment. Because when it's real, I don't want it to be, and I can't get out of it by myself. When it's just being a teenager, I can easily change my mood.

I'm pretty much really messed up. mmhmm.

Because on and off,
The clouds have fought
For control over the sky
And lately the weather
Has been so bi-polar
And consequently, so have I.


Edit: It's 3:35. And I'm fine now. Where as, this morning, I could have easily been suicidal.

Maybe I don't know the difference...